Living the Inside Out

so yes, i got busy and stopped the activity called thinking,
and without any better choice,

i was living life, responding/reacting to things as they came along

and suddenly i realize
this life was only leading me to a breakpoint that is essentially unnecessary for me to bear, had things been planned inside out in the first place with mindful intension

pause and take control.
lead and don't be led.
live the inside out.
and please don't compromise.